Bloody fucking hell. Got wayyyyy too hammered last night. My boyfriend came home to his beautiful girlfriend hugging the toilet, crying and makeup smeared everywhere. Attractive. This is why I don’t drink! Lol fuck.
Posted some “poetry” while intoxicated…got a few likes….dang. Maybe I should do that more often.
Anyways, I feel like death. So I’m going back to sleep.
Since no one knows who the fuck I am, I’m glad to share every god damn thought.
I’m so glad I’m more than legal in Canada. Fuck, I’d hate living in the US of A. Gay as sheeeeittttt. My sister is living in Oklahomo and she’s hating. But she finally turned 21 so I guess that helps! Maybe she’d like it more if she lived somewhere cool and not the pit of genetically mutated semen, where she lives now.
I’m also listening to the chillest tunes, fuck. AND drinking ALLA my boyfriends Rickards. Maybe being alone tonight isn’t so bad. :o
Sorry for the rambling, I’m having fun and haven’t hung out in this lovely corner of the interwebs in so long.
:) and nod.
Getting a little too drunk…perhaps I should stop? No one’s here to take care of me if I drown in my own vomit. THANKS BOYFRIEND, YOU RULE.
…not. :(
On Facebook people are like:
On Tumblr people are like: “Me too!”
(Source: drownedindiamonds)
Ever since I’ve been settled in my own place…I’ve been getting drunk alone. Potential drinking issue? Possibly… Awesome-fun-time-by-myself…more likely.
Through the haze and fog I see
Things that weren’t meant for me…
Looking deeper to find the things that don’t belong
Further down into the unreal, but absolute…
Red, glazed sight, I’m looking at these things with disbelief
Caressing the doubt in my mind; the fear
Urging me forward…
I shouldn’t be here, but I stay
The pretty silhouettes dancing along a wooden plank
A fairy tale to a blank audience
The warmth in my core, rising
My mind buzzing, a constant high…
I’m not meant to be here, I’m not meant to see
I’m not meant to touch…the things that weren’t meant for me…
I’m sick…and bored. So naturally I decided to hit up the internet. I started surfing BlogTV channels for the first time in like 2 years. Worst. Idea. Ever. It was painfully boring!
Everyone seems stuck up and it seems way more dumb now that the fad has passed. Nobody has ANY views unless they’re a bunch of dumb, pre-teen girls. It’s perv central and the crust on the internet’s underbelly seems to band and lurk there still.
Jesus fucking christ. So lame.
All they want is to hear your fucking bad news because your bad news makes their life more god damn interesting. They don’t care if you’re okay or how you’re doing. No. You fucking wish people had that much compassion in their dingy little souls. Don’t fucking ask me anything. Just go on ignoring me like you have been and pretending I don’t exist. You’re such an asshole for only giving a flying fuck when you want interesting news. Interesting for you, but fucking devastating for me. Fuck you.
Friends. Who the fuck needs ‘em?
