I’m unbearably stressed. I feel worthless. Everything is falling around me and amidst the chaos, I find myself just laying down and crying. Totally shutting down for an hour or so and being a total pansy. That’s all I’ve been doing and it’s stupid as fuck. I’ve dealt with worse, I should be able to conquer this. I’m going too conquer it…I have too. There’s no going back and there is no other option now.